Archive for May, 2009

Not…

Thursday, May 21st, 2009

… been selected for a TSP scholarship.

not

Mum said: “Guai guai zho kang lor.”

OK.

For more background, go to Letters.

Knowing that this was God’s will does not seem to stop the mind from coming up with so many reasons to help rationalise decisions like this. I was already prepared to accept the fact that I might not get this scholarship because of the 4-month wait between the letter of acceptance and this notification since they were suppose to award scholarships on a monthly basis.

But I still came up with this last one: For me, this was going to be more of a ‘honeymoon’ period (and another European adventure at that), a continuation of my university life, rather than a pursuit for a master’s degree even though the field of study was one that I was interested in.

At least now, my mind has already started to focus ‘full steam’ on planning cycling trips.